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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-07-29 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Keeping quiet is getting increasingly, infuriatingly difficult as Esikko goes - and it may be just through sheer force of spite that Toma feels almost triumphant when Esikko suddenly stops, frustrating as his body may find the sudden drop in stimulation.

Granted, that bit of unearned smugness is a little tough to maintain when Esikko - of course - continues to tease him. Dammit. Toma presses his hand tighter to his mouth, the muscles of his stomach tense as he tries to keep his breathing under control, to keep from gasping.]


F-feel free-- [A soft sound, despite himself, at the sudden pinch. Worse still, he can feel the too-familiar sting of tears building. For fuck's sake. Well, it still won't stop him from scoffing at Esikko's threat.] --Feel free, if you're alright just staying here.
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-07-29 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Prideful though he may be, Toma is not above discarding that pride if the situation calls for it - be that feigning acquiescence to appease a so-called comrade, or slicing off his hair to beg a swordsman he can't stand to train him.

This, however, is not one of those situations. Absolutely not, no way, he refuses.

So, despite those tears, and a small, involuntary twitch as Esikko squeezes him again:]
Try me.

[This is fine and not ridiculous at all. If Esikko insists on keeping this up, he'll just be wasting his own time too, anyway.]
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-07-30 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Absolute pain in the ass-- well. Pain in the dick, more accurately.

The point is: This absolutely sucks, but there is no way Toma is conceding here. He's held out through worse things than bad sex, after all.

So he stays as stubbornly still and quiet as he can - which, granted, is a diminishing quantity, but he's sure still trying. He focuses in, as much as he can, on his breathing - keeping it as steady as possible. It's like a Taisoku training exercise. Kind of.

Treating it as a particularly difficult breathing exercise, though, only helps so much; Toma may be stubborn as hell, may be determinedly pouring concentration into each individual breath, but his body is not interested in ignoring Esikko's agonizingly inconsistent touch. Despite his own will, his hips jerk under Esikko's hand, at the painful throb each time he starts and stops.

A shudder verging on a sob interrupts his carefully-measured breaths. He presses his hands, fingers laced together, over his eyes, his cheeks too warm under his palms. This is fine!! He'll get bored eventually!!!]
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-07-30 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[There is no reason to be as smug as Toma is, even past the tears and shuddering and aggressive focus, at that sigh.

Not long to think about that, though, when Esikko's hand starts moving faster - and, as Toma realizes with a faint thrill despite himself, doesn't stop this time. The fact that he's still halfway braced for Esikko to stop short again anyway, despite all signs to the contrary, only means the orgasm itself hits harder; even having worked to keep quiet all this time, he cries out unsteadily when he comes, shuddering as Esikko strokes through it.

There are a few moments of quiet, except for the click of the lock and Toma's unsteady breathing. Then he pulls in a deeper breath and mumbles:]
Asshole.

[Whether that was about the edging or the jizz smeared deliberately on his clothes, he will not be elaborating. He scrubs away the tears drying on his cheeks and sits up with some effort, peering out the window - checking how high up they are, and how long he has to put himself back together before they reach the platform and get the hell out.]