( after seeing plenty of the fuckery in the resort--he knows things didn't go right. so there's a delivery, in the early morning hours on the fourth: in a small box outside esikko's door are a few different sized bottles of blood--all capped, all relatively full--and a few bottles of cold tea, all neatly tucked together to keep anything from breaking. the card taped to the front of the box reads: )
don't know which one you'll need more. i'm pissed, but i'm here. just like i said. x 荼毘
( he hasn't been sleeping much, with how things are happening, but there's little else to do some nights than return to his room and try. the bottles are a surprise that make him pause. tea is always wonderful. blood is helpful too, and a disgusting (though not to Esi) little taste of each bottle confirms that dabi provided this himself.
it's a horribly foreign sensation, almost like he wants to cry, but not necessarily as a bad thing; nothing comes, though, and a while into the night he sends a text he doesn't expect a reply to. )
Thank you
( it all helps, really. even the little card that he tucks between the pages of his journal to keep. )
( he wants to point out how sweet Dabi is for all this, but he doesn't want it taken away... so he just pauses instead. )
It makes me sound like a vampire or something. But it gives me energy, you know. Strength, a little. I can tell from the taste that it's yours. Sorry if that's gross.
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delivery.
don't know which one you'll need more.
i'm pissed, but i'm here. just like i said.
x 荼毘
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it's a horribly foreign sensation, almost like he wants to cry, but not necessarily as a bad thing; nothing comes, though, and a while into the night he sends a text he doesn't expect a reply to. )
Thank you
( it all helps, really. even the little card that he tucks between the pages of his journal to keep. )
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we're coming up with a better plan next time.
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Hurting myself would have occurred either way, probably. I suppose it depends what part you're referring to
( he's not just bummed, he's also angry with himself, hence the distance of his words. )
What's a better plan? If it would have worked if I were stronger.
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you learned something, yeah? by doing it all. so it's not worthless.
we'll think about what to do next. in the meantime, drink my blood.
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It makes me sound like a vampire or something. But it gives me energy, you know. Strength, a little. I can tell from the taste that it's yours. Sorry if that's gross.
Nothing bad has happened to you for it, has it?
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nah, i did it myself. you need more? i've got more.
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Can I have it from the source next time?
( half joking, half shooting his shot )
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It'll be a surprise.
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At least around me, anyway.
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Don't waste your time with anyone who says as much. I mean it, you know.
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Hasn't anyone else complimented you on your appearance?
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What about ( your little boyfriend, he types and then erases to fix ) Kajiyama?
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What do you mean, why... I'm going to go back to a bad mood like this. His painting harassed me enough.
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whatever, we can talk about it later. do you have a place to sleep? you're not gonna get everything back by drinking blood and water.
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